The Power of Love

Been awhile since I was last on here. Honestly, I have been livin my best life. I found my bestfriend, the one I want to wake up to each day, to watch movies with all night, to vent my problems to even though he can barely keep up with what im saying, the one who will still look at me like gold when I look like trash, the one who will get up to feed me no matter how tired he is, the one who will let me steal all of the blanket at night even though he knows he will be cold, the one who sleeps on the edge of the bed because I can't seem to stay on my side but still will not say anything, the one who will lend me all of his clothes even though he has no more clean ones left, the one who will love me with everything, even through the flaws I can't seem to let go of, the one who will try to make me laugh at times I don't want to, who will make me coffee when he knows I need it but too shy to ask, the one who loves me with every beat of his heart. I am honestly so lucky and grateful to have met him. I have never felt so whole, happy and content with my life before. But whats crazy is, right now, we are having a little argument over a misunderstanding, but because my ass is stubborn I just wont let go. So instead I went on the computer thinking to make a blog post about how mad I am at you. But I felt something more powerful that I have never felt before, love. It over took everything I was mad about and seemed to think of all the things about us. How happy we could be if we just put things aside and got over it. You apologized in the car already, but I didn't take it. Im sorry, I really am. But I promise over time I will try to grow out of this mindset, and use the time where I would normally overthink, and use it to love you with everything I got. Life is short, every second with you makes my heart grow bigger.. even more than I thought it was capable of. Basically to anyone reading this, sometimes we just have to let go of whatever holds you from being happy with people that once made you happy, because for every second you are mad could be another memory being made with people you love the most. I'm sorry baby for being so stubborn, just know I love you with everything, I will love you unconditionally.